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Sunday, November 21, 2010, 19:58
Topic of the day: My family & myself.Since young, I been pamper by my grandmother.
So when she pass away, I realise my family has always quarrel with each other.
This includes me and my sister and brother.
There was no peace everyday.
Either we fight or we quarrel.
And so I went astray and fall into a bad company.
I lose focus in my studies and went out everyday.
Even when I started to work as an Ice cream seller, I didn't earn at all.
Yet I am so stupid to stay with them.
I even quarrel with my mum because of them.
& because of all this, my mum soon lost all the trust in me.
But I didn't reflect on myself, instead I blame her and hate her.
Mum ask me to stay my aunt's house so that she can coach me.
I just went and I still didn't change.
Shouting at my aunt and uncle who were so good to me.
At that point of time, I just want to be with my friends, noone else but them.
Because I know that no matter what happen, they will stay with me forever.
Finally one day, something bad happen to me.
I just feel that I have fallen from the sky to the ground.
The feeling was indescriable.
From that day, I told myself that I should listen to adults' advice.
From that day onwards, I realise why my mum is been strict with me.
From that day onwards, I know why my aunt and uncle has been strict with me too.
But too bad, it was all too late. My results for N level wasn't good.
I went to ITE to further my studies.
I know I have let down many people down.
My mum was heartbroken.
I am also very depressed and heartbroken.
Why didn't I listen to them in the first place?
I could only blame myself for not listening to them.
But been in ITE, I really change alot.
I finally and really have a good bunch of good friends who treat me well.
They never use me for their own motives.
I am very grateful to them.
The 5 of them really make me feel I am part of the cliques.
From here, I just want to apologise to my mother, my sister, my uncle & aunt.
I know I have let all of you down.
But I promise myself I will get into a poly which I want.
I am very very sorry..
Hoping it will come true.