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Wednesday, September 28, 2011, 01:16
It is mine last week of holidays. :>
And I did enjoy my holidays, because I did not rot at home all day along.
Oh well, I owe one of my close friend a blog post.
Actually the post was about the quarrel we both had before exams.
Maybe you will wonder how special she is that I have to blog it out here,
She is the only friend that is different race from me, I am not been racist. :]
It mine first time having a best friend from other races.
It like I know her since we are young, somehow we become very very close during the second term in school.
Maybe it was fate that I know her but somehow I feel that we have met before in the past.
It was a blessing to know her because she is always there for me.
We both had a bad quarrel somehow, I guess I am way too paranoid towards her.
Maybe it was the insecurity that she gave me.
Because I had a very bad experience in secondary school;
Which somehow give me a phobia in making friends.
And somehow I didn't really clarify with her and I guess actually it was my fault.
I am the one who started all these ......
I guess I am too silly and stupid.
I didn't bother to ask and ask, I just assume things.
Oh ghosh, I really think I am having some mentals problems,
Or maybe too paranoid towards all my friends.
It is like when they throw me aside, I just don't really like it !
I don't know how to describe the feelings I had when it happens. -.-
But lucky, we manage to become best friends again.
I am not going to lose this friend for sure,
Even though she maybe naggy at time in studies, but I know that she want me to buck up.
Sometimes when I feel like giving up,she was the one who encourage me.
Reminding me to stay focus and give my best and never give up.
Tell me, how many of you has this kind of friends?
I bet not many right?
And recently I encounter some problems, somehow I just feel like telling her.
Even though she told me off, I just feel that I did the right thing by letting her know.
Still she console me and tell me to look forward.
I don't know why whenever there is any problems, I really share with her.
It like she can really wake me up from the wrongs and direct me to the right path.
I just want to thank her for been there for me.
I am really touched by her actions and words.
I am so sorry that I had treated you that badly in the past.
Thanks Natalie, I am really speechless.
I don't know how to thank you in person and apologize to you in real life.
So I can only do here, sigh....
You are really mine best friend that I ever had in my life.
I did not regret knowing you.
I just hope we will be friends till forever.
I don't wish to lose you as my friend.
Really, a big THANKYOU, for you, Natalie, my best friend :>
Hoping it will come true.